Wednesday, January 1, 2014

The Chrysalis

... in a time lacking in truth and certainty and filled with anguish and despair, no woman should be shamefaced in attempting to give back to the world, through her work, a portion of its lost heart.   
 --Louise Bogan

Chrysalis is the term used for the emergence of  the pupae of Butterflies.

A further description of a Pupae can simply be as simple or elegant as  describing it to be a cocoon, nest or shell - whereby the contents of which undergoes a complete metamorphosis or life stage where it emerges from embryo to larva to pupa and lastly imago.   Holometabolisim.  

As I ponder and reflect on the new year ahead - the emergence of my heart and soul the last couple of weeks in my life has certainly  been a reflection of this stage of my life.  A mighty and majestic Acorn cracks the shell of the embryo of the mighty oak seed and slowly emerges from larva to pupa and perhaps soon - a beautiful butterfly will emerge as my soul seeks it's way home to Ithaka and Simple Abundance in a life.  So wonderful to behold that one would think it is about to become Heaven on Earth.  And indeed it may very well become just that.  

38 years ago today - 11:45 am  I remember being admitted to hospital for the birth and delivery of one beautiful angel of Hope for the future - and today - January 1, 2014 I am returing home after a hospital stay of another nature altogether.  One I am proud of and hold no regrets over.  It is after all - what life is all about.  

January 1, 2014:

Whatever you are giving your attention to is already vibrating. And when you give your attention to it, if you maintain your focus for as little as 17 seconds, you begin to include its vibration, whatever it is, in your vibration. When you see something you want, and you give it your attention, and you say yes to it, you are including whatever its vibration is in your vibration. When you see something you do not want, and you shout no at it, you are including whatever its vibration is in your vibration. In this vibrational world, which is everything, you are far more vibrational beings than you are verbal beings. You are communicating with everyone far more on a vibrational basis, than you are on a verbal basis.


Excerpted from the workshop in Portland, OR on July 11, 1999

Our Love,

Esther (and Abraham and Jerry)

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Wednesday, November 6, 2013

Call #2 November 6

What is your lesson?
What is your gift to me?
What do you have to teach me?

Shadow Work Questions

be open, patient and willing without any expectation and wait for an answer

it may be a feeling
a flash of a memory
a symbol

trust that whatever you need is coming through

Let it all be welcome - even the negative self talk.

Talk to this shadow - even if they are silent.  Love them.


If I already had all the money, wealth, health that I wanted - how would I live my life:

As we grow we will be between worlds - one foot in each.

Indiana Jons - crossing the bridge of faith

It's actually called the path of God.

The ego will reach back and find something to hang on to
say the prayer of awakening

more than I want to fix change control or manipulate.  I want to be so anchored in reality that I want to see it the way it really is.

L.I.F.T. practice

 start with that that is your deepest burning desire for my life.......


qualities of feelings

core feelings

core being qualities

freedom from working for others

what activities would activate these qualities?

spending time with people

places - where you use to go - then or now - where you feel certain positive qualities

what places

things - sounds, textures, pictures, works of art, movies, songs activate the quality (joy for example)   smell, pictures of individuals, - things......

De- Activities  or deactivate

places things that activate the opposite of those qualities of joy like stress, fear, chaos.

watching the news
being an activist
feeling robbed of retirement
working at a job I dislike or hate even

begin to rearange where you spend your time, who you choose to have conversation and relationships with.  Organize your environment.

Eliminate or change relationship to the people places things that don't serve you.

How can I do it in a way that activates a  positive quality?
a higher quality?

How am I going to start rearanging so it is more congruent?

homeplay is

organize these different qualities in your life
mediate on those qualities and radiate it through the visualization process
mediate on joy for example - what is joy - what does it look like, feel like?  when have I felt it before - travel back and feel into it - activate that quality.

how else can i feel joy?  what do I need to start doing more ore less of?

the Key is that you integrate it into your life as a conscious strategy.  Work with top three qualities of overall quantum plan on you can build those top three qualities of your visionary vibration into your daily life - this becomes your lift practice - living in your feeling tone.

your daily routine - night pages, mediations etc. that eventually become a way of life.

Quality of Being

What would it look like to step into beingness more in my life right now?

generosity, outgoingness - what would it look like to step into beingness more in my life right now?

be more authentic
take care of myself

what would it look like to be that in my life right now?

eat proper foods
financial security

What would it like to step into beingness more in my life right now?

retire financially secure.....  that's what it said...   ;-)

Lift practice about becoming or being the change you wish to see in the world.

most important to the soul is who you become - not what you do.....  

3 pillers of soul purpose - feeling, being, doing

what could I step into doing now in the direction of this vision?

a doing in a sense of being engaged in it.

something is there for you to do now.  play with it a little each day.

maybe it will be to offer something on your website to build a list - give it away for free

pray believing that you already have it.  The truth is you already have it.

Afromations not affirmations.  - affirming says you don't have it.

act from the feeling that it is already done.

Soul Purpose Archetypal patterns

Head - higher wisdom downloaded - receiver - and perception
the mystic messanger artist and visionary

the teacher
activist takes the energy and advocate for others or promote it in another

formulators - archetypes where higher wisdom has been transformed into new forms in the world.  Teacher, Activist are receiving invisible energy and transmuting to activity - not responsble for creating new forms


If I had to choose one of these that I couldn't live without - what would that be?


One more


One more




What are my core archetypes


What would it look like to fully express in my life?

If I love my current environment and let it be fulfilling - what would it look like to let it express through my current job or environment?

What would it look like to give it full vent in my current life situation?

What would it look like to let this archetype fully express in wealth?  Health?  Relationship?  Personal Development?  Service?
What would my purpose vision and life look like if I let all my archetypes express through me?

What work would I do and who would I do it with?
Who would I be?

what would it look like for them to express fully but independently?

If I let all that I have discovered in these sessions so far as my unique soul purpose, what would that look like, feel like who would I be where would I do it with whom and how would I make money?

Any resistance or old patterns - throw all their fears and limitations into a flame of golden violet flame that is being activated and burning brighter.

The only real cause, principle substance in the universe is love , wholeness and harmony

Monday, November 4, 2013

Your Greatest Message Is In Your Biggest Mess

Lesson 1

Mess  +  Age   =    Your Greatest Message

1.  Chronic Pain and Chronic Problems

  • disconnect from purpose but indicates my lesson directed with whatever the pain/problem is
2.  Deepest Desires

  • Sign of what's inside of me trying to get out

3.  That Thing That Angers Me or Breaks My Heart

  • Anger is a gift - embrace it
  • Heartbreak Bridge - connected to #7

4.  Points of Greatest Fear or Resistance

5.  People That Inspire You The Greatest

6.  People that Drive Me Crazy

7.  Greatest Traumas and Dramas in My Life

1.  Want more for others than you want for yourself
2.  Think from the end.
3.  Be an appreciator in your life - look for value.
4.  Stay in rapport with sourergy
5.  Resistance
6.  Surrounded by the conditions I want to produce
7.  Understanding and allowing - path of least resistance
8. Practice radical humility
9.  Be in a constant state of gratitude
10.  Never resolve a problem by condeming it
11.  Play the match game - with field of intention
12.  Meditate - stay in the gap

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